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I'm speaking up for the love of my life Holly-Hoyle. I know that some of you here have had bad interactions with her at times, but I just wanted to let everyone here know that I still love her. She has been severely hurt and victimized in her life and subsequently has developed emotional problems that can sometimes lead to bursts of anger. I am not making excuses for this, only saying that she is aware of this penchant in herself, and is sorry for it. She has tried to reach out and make amends, and if you are not going to accept her apology I please ask you to at least regarded it as sincere. She is going through a lot right now, and knowing that there are no hard feelings being held against her may help her recover. To all who have been, and continue to be Holly's friends all I want to say is, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. You are the ones who have allowed my beloved to continue growing and healing.

All my love to everyone,

Christine

Just wanted to drop this to say Happy Lesbian Visibility day to all the girls on this platform who love girls, and especially to my own girlfriend and love of my life, the incomparable Holly-Hoyle ! Happy "US" day dearest.

I am just posting this message on behalf of my beloved girlfriend Holly-Hoyle. She is going through some hard times right now, and what she needs most is for people here to understand how important reading is for her. She came on this platform to share and read other people's works. Her anxiety got to her recently, and she has found it difficult to search our things on her own. What she could really use right now is support, and people encouraging her to read theirs and other people here's work. Holly thinks she is in a place to start reading again, and I hope everyone here will lend her a helping hand. Please comment and give suggestions on her page.

all my love to you all,

Chrissy P

As many of you know, my beloved Holly-Hoyle just had her birthday yesterday. As a present I gifted her with a self portrait and I just felt like I would enjoy sharing it, as well, with all of you.

This goes out to my beloved Holly-Hoyle. I love you with all my heart and soul.

Oh, and......please be kind.

Hey friends, this is Christine.

You may have seen this post https://www.deviantart.com/holly-hoyle/status-update/21790987 on my girlfriend's page this evening, and I just wanted to contextualize it a bit, since she is not really up to the task of explaining herself when she is in these states of mind.

I want you all to know that Holly does not really believe that all of you do not care about her. She knows that this is a trick of her mind, a trick that she is in near constant struggle with. She has been hurt so many times over in her life that it is very hard for her to trust, even when she knows the people in question have done nothing to make her doubt them. She struggles wit the fear of abandonment and rejection and therefore pushes people away from her, feeling that it is better to have no friends, or anyone close to them lest those people betray and hurt her again. She feels like she must make you go away from her before you have the chance to abandon her.

Myself, I know what this feels like, and I have to expect at least some of you do as well. That is why I am asking, no matter how hard she tries to make you, please, for me and for her, do not give up on her. She is the sweetest most darling person I know, and it crushes me that she can not experience this sense of herself for herself. Someday I think she will, but until then, can you all join me in loving her and being understanding.

All my love, and a Happy Holidays to all-

your friend Christine